Boredom to the extreme can stimulate one's mind into the extermity of different and unsimilar sensations, elation,sadness, or just plain madness and at times all 3 of them put together.
Whatever it is, it's a pure dilemma that solution of this case might not so different from what actually the generic belief is but I'm still yet to find a cure for some complicated hitches.On the contrary, this sheer force of this particular sensation can be considered in some philosphoies as sense of pure genius. It's true that this philoshopy is as phony as global politics but at least I have believe in my judgement not to mention that I love dictatorship. Anyways, back to the pure genius bit, this boredom can make you think deep into yourself, judging your past, the rights and wrong you've comitted (call it an epiphany if you want) and in rare cases like mine, listening to Children of Bodom's "In your face" on Big headphones with full volume and imitating the great Alexi Laiho himself playing the insane guitar solo of that song, point being you can also have a deep look into others as well, their music, their life and if not that, the imitation works on the same level. My judgement in this case might be biased as well, considering the I connect the lonliness and boredom together but yeah, one thing I love about myself is that I love to contradict on my own beliefs but this has nothing to do with me skipping a couple of weeks of Jumma prayers at all. Well, to be fair, one person can be bored with people around him as well, classic case, a classroom with a quatum physics lecture going on but somehow or at least some of us, we manage to keep our composure in them. Others, some brave enough to write the lectures and some brave enough to explore their explicit side in between the lectures. But most of us, remain on the "Munafiq (Hypocritic)" side, we do listen to the lectures but we get turned on by the rebels. Speaking of turning on, being single at times is a big cause of boredom but similarly being committed to, listening to non-stop blab of your partner, and being bored if you don't get to blab yourself or having no one to enjoy your balbity. Same goes for people with BFFs or BFFFs or add as many Fs as you like because no one judges you when you read on a computer.Even a regular acquaintance can make you cry tears of blood. Family..........well, everyone loves them, but they might also have a part to play in this condition occuring over and over and over.
No having no one to blab to at 4:19 A.M in the night, I decided to take the blab on a piece of paper. (I don't remember whether I mentioned that I was suffering from this condition myself with synmptoms far too many to type with 10 fingers) So far, it's has been working out.............I don't know, just okayish I presume. Well, for now this is the only theory I can come up with and this is all only 3.5 % of my entire brain can excrete on Facebook notes at the moment.
Later...........
Well, maybe not cuz I never go bonkers on regular basis.
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